Hey, Missie...
Change a new fresh name... but don't even think that it was bringing fresh to my life...
Remember the last few blog ago, i said bout her...
She makes me felt weird...
She makes me felt something special...
But it wouldn't be more than him...
I suppose to leave her alone, as far as possible....
Unfortunately, all of that had became a habit...
Guess what, everyday non-stop communicating, who else will not treated it as habit..
However, i do agreed that this action, this consideration are "childish"..
In front some of them, i pretend that i did not same as those "little girl", "womanize" FEMALE...
Because those action they do is something called childish in my eye.
Be honest, i do those actions as them when there are not there...
Be truth, i'm much more childish than someone who childish in my eye..
At least, they "maybe" used their time conversely to mine..
In front of us, they pretend like a strong woman which able to control their man instead of treat them as good as possible.
"maybe" behind that, they do something appreciate their man with a "better way"
oops.... is that meant that i get the wrong way on controlling my man?
haha...
i guess no...
My theory in love: to tolerate but not to control.
to cherish every moment but not to changed him every moment.
Because we are same, we are human, we got brain, we got mind, we got own attitude..
Time might able to instead of those bads..
Time may changed them, but not us..
Find someone that we love is hard, kept someone we love would be harder..
I did appreciate him a lots... Cherish him a lots...
And her....
would be my lovely besties...
i know she would not agreed, but i do....
Pretend like this...
