That's been a long time I never smile like a baby.
That's been awhile I never seen myself that happy.
Sometimes is better for us to let go something that we hold too tide in our hand, than holding them with us, but nothing going to change.
The happiest and blessing thing in my life is, I thanks god that given me such experiences.
Experience in loving the people around me.
Experience in being loved by the person that I really care.
Experience in forgive people that willing to have a change.
Experience in tolerates in every kind of relationship.
Experience in tearing my own heart into pieces and puzzled it back into a heart shape.
What makes me in thousand or million pieces, they will come back with sincerity.
Because each piece of mine, sparkling and shining into their eyes.
Eyes seen something that we never dream about, and we start to believe.
Trust, is the forever key of our pandora box. =)
Look, why am I sound so different today?
Are you guys curious why am I being so optimistic after such a long time never touch on my blog?
=D
Glad to share, I learnt something again ;")
Few months ago, every morning I wake up, I worry that I missed out something, or I lose something.
I always says "I lose something very important in my life that I couldn't hold it tide".
Guess what, at that moment and after, I really want to hold it tide.
Unfortunately, there's something call "impossible" in our life.
Like 2 parallel lines, they will never have chance to meet, they only got rights to looking at each other face to face.
It's so cruel.
Like, we looking at a favourite handbag, but we are not affordable to have it, force to give it up, and someone pick'em up, bought them, and love them.
We just look at 'em.
For me, that's already a killer.
A knife that cutting my hearts into pieces.
So true, I never want to have that feel.
However, I still always have it, at the time I am still dreaming.
Still remember that, there's a very sad morning that I awoke and realized that, it was just a dream.
The dream that never come true.
Opened up my eyes, look around...
There's a very very familiar sleeping face lying beside me.
And, I'm on his arm.
Since that moment, I knew that something that never comes, we may lead them to our dream.
Even though its not come true, but still we remain theirs beautiful and gorgeous.
I am so bless to have everything right now.
A very strong arm to lean on, a very familiar face to look at, a very warm hug to have, a very playful life I have.
That's when the time That I really awoke from a sweet dream.
Although it will never come true anymore, i know it is somewhere in my heart, in my mind.
When it is missing me, it will knocking my dream door, and come into my dreaming life.
The another beautiful world. =)
