Oopss... I know I'm late to talk about 2014 new year resolutions, and here we are at the 3rd weekend of January 2014. Anyhow, nothing will goes impossible if it is too late. So, I still decided to set my own resolutions in words, to remind and to warn myself no matter where I go, who I am, and what I am doing, are all about these resolutions, these purposes. =)
Before I start my words for the new year resolutions, I would like to recall what I have done in 2013.
I found I made a big mistake in 2013, it was to just leave my resolutions in mind, in a floating form. It brought me to a not so motivated and not so innovated to achieve my goals. And when I started to recall my stories in year 2013, I found I have not much achieved. Perhaps, I did not provide myself with a purpose for my livings, and no plan built during the year, it pushes me into a few darkness moment. Now, I might just able to recall some of the stories that I have did with no purpose. =(
Firstly, I achieved more time for myself, my relationship, and my works. I guess, it is not an appropriate achievement. I lose time for my family, my friends and my social life. That makes me feel guilty, lonely and depressed sometime. When I found myself lost, I couldn't find someone to share. Families and friends thought that I were pretty fine. "Fine" is always for someone that we don't really know to describe you. 23 years of family membership and more than 10 years of friendships, were easily lost when you did not show your effort to sustain it. Therefore, this may be my first resolution of the year, to built a balance of time for all abovementioned people.
Secondly, I brought myself more concentration to works, and lesser laughter in works. Past a year, when I first joined the firm, I brought colleagues laughter and brought everyone closer and together. During 2013, I lost myself in my happy living purpose, merely concentrating on my works. Achievement were losing the purpose of living. That makes me sometime feel lonely again when I see others were laughing without me. It's just like I brought everyone in a circle, and I immediate jumped out from that circle. This is bad, and I don't like the feeling. Hence, the second resolution for 2014, is to set myself a happy living purpose. No matter how, I should have stay positive always. =)
Thirdly, I only able to maintained my body weight at 51kgs. Sigh.... This is not an achievement for the year, it is merely a FAILURE. My main purpose is to lose my weight back into 47kgs-49kgs. During the year, I spent approximately RM1,000 for the products to lose my weight. And, I end up found my monies in the OCEAN. I couldn't get concentration towards my goals, and brought me down to failure. I hate this! So the third resolutions for 2014, is to lose my weight back to 47kgs STRICTLY NO EXCUSE! At the time, I want a THOR to be man, I must have a MEGAN FOX body! Wahahahaha! Hey, this is not a joke K! I going to achieve it! XD
Forth things here I achieved in 2013 was my work experience satisfactory. Time past like a blink of eyes, I have joined the firm for about 2 years. I feel thankful to all colleagues and the superiors that giving me huge chances to learn, and I believe I did learning well, perhaps not disappointing any of them. Culturally, we are not praised when we better, but we are punished when we are making mistakes. That will eventually improve us pretty well, in term of skills and knowledge. Not to say doing excellently, but at least it is satisfying. However, I understand that doing good is not good enough to improve my career into another stage. So, I decided started 2014, I will be attending ACCA classes to gained knowledge, built higher passions and interests to eventually assisting me to exposed the biggest possibility in my career. STAY HUNGRY! =D
Fifthly, my previous year financial year is finally achieved but being "sold" to my career. What it means? I have saved my targeted savings amount at the end of the year, but have been subsequently paid for my study. Shall I think positively and support it with my outcome of my study LATER. So, target in 2014 is to achieved ACCA passing grade for at least 2 subjects, the maximum can be only 3. Well, I just don't hope that I failed any subject during the year. I know that will easily turns my earlier mentioned resolutions into "grey", so I need a better planning skill to at least arrange my time accordingly to what I can do. Cum'on, it is not going to be hard, and it just need you to be rational enough to handle it. Take this challenge and achieve it! =)
Owh ya, forget to say, I did my last achievement of 2013 on the 31st December. Guess what is that? Hahaha... It is quite lame. I drove on a highway from Penang down to Tapah for 2 and a half hours approximately 220km, not saying to my destination, KL. WOW! it is interesting and I know how it feels. SLEEPY is the main killer on the highway. That was a few times that I knock off my head, and quickly back into lane. That was horribly dangerous. After this, I might know to handle drive in a highway. That's great! =D
Good things that I have achieved in 2014, is that I bought myself a car~ =) My SLK is now abandoned to my brother and sister-in-law. And I have get myself a Myvirati. Although it is a new one, and it is not as good as advance as a new one, but I appreciates that I have it after my SLK. New year, I got my new car. Congratz myself and going to do better with my new ride.
Thanks for all, my resolutions might not complete yet.
But time is chasing me up, it's working time again.
See ya'all again when I'm free to blog.
=))