I'm back

Hello to my memory land!

It's been a long long time din't post any story publicly here. :D

Well, I was thinking to open another blog for blogging up my latest memories.

Since that's just an idea, it has not done.

I miss my memory land, and finally, I decided to use the same blog for all my coming memories.

It's a lil weird where I'm using English here.

Because, I knew that I have a lot to improve on my English grammar.

Anyway, seen it as a practice; "the more we done, the more we learn."

So, how everyone life's going?

I'm doing good NOW. :)

Within these days, a year, 365 days + that I did not post up anything, many things had happened.

I did bad.

I did sad.

I been nobody.

I been nowhere.

I were all time in a VERY VERY LOST manner.

Lost all my core personality, attitude, competencies and ALL!

I really understand now what is so called "wrong".

I really know that what is so called "bad".

I really felt what is "happy, sad, angry and hate".

I guess, within these days, I learnt more than I can say.

It's all in my mind.

Anything happened within the past a year plus, were all bad.

I'm did bad. I'm so sorry.

Anyway, it's past.

Noway to return everything back to that time.

There's only a way to look forward for a better lifetime.

To him, a very funny boy that I ever met.

Is a... ... s.o... sorry to you!

no matter what I did for the past days, there are all selfish and stubborn.

Selfish and stubborn can succeed somebody, REMEMBER, BUT NOT ALL.

It will lead you to a very lost state, and then you will die there for a few months or years.

Scenario get worse when there you goes so greedy.

Greedy people wish to get more, everything!

Combination of these three characteristics does made me a big FAILURE!

This failure brought me to the state that I was so wrong in all way round. :'(

But!

Today, I changed.

Believe to the god, believe to the old words, believe to the failure.

I don't need to be so lost anymore.

Happy and awesome days will be there, not so far away, just need a lil more patient and beliefs.

"BELIEF

CALM

CONFIDENT

FRANK

HONEST

PATIENT

are all so important for us to be a real woman."

Don't be afraid of what we foreseen today.

If you're afraid to the bad that we foreseen in our future,

that emphasizing your own selfishness is getting stronger.

Subsequently, it make us much stubborn and finally get caught!

GOT CHA!

YOU ARE BAD IN REAL.

Sometimes, peoples judgement are says to be not necessary;

But yet no one can treated it as nothing.

It is something that influencing us mentally and/or physically.

Get used to it, we all human beings.

CARE is all we need. :)