Saturday, January 19, 2013

Beautiful Saturday

Life can be so beautiful, when it is so relax like now..
Like today...
Eat, jokes, and make fun with all things we did.
We are all so close yet so far. 
Everyone have their own faces in them. 
They will have hide some faces in some circumstances, and force to show up in other circumstances.

Today, I did something that makes myself so relax.
Instead of whole day long facing the squaredy thing, I did chit chatting with someone that I don't use to talk to.
Like long time ago I already willing to find 'em have a talk.
But always din't have enough courage to do so.
Today, I put on effort, state some hi to them.
And we starts some normal conversation.
It's maybe like I'm weird.
But guess what, this time I really calm down alot to talk to 'em.
Maybe once a while I did really miss the one, thus, I really used to cherish the chance to have conversation now. 
That's so soft, and very beautiful.

Both them agreed that I had changed. 
She say I became so much softer. 
Seriously, I have to say...
I discovered I have look through so many things. 
A lot of things that I always care of, have been put aside. 
And now, I'm more concern on assisting and happiness.
Help up people to have their happiness.
At least this is my 2013 aim. =)
Happy Saturday they have, Happy aheads..
=)

Friday, January 18, 2013

Small town or City

A small town and a city... 
Whichever you prefer, it would indicate what you need the most.
At this moment, I have no choice and being in a small town.
That's a very good way for me to experience some small town lifestyles. 
Like everyone would have asked me, where are you come from?
I will definitely answer Kay Elle..
There's my hometown my dad & mom's hometown. 
I'm a City's baby, came from a small state, but still, it is in City.
I never seen and feel life in a small town/village.

Last time went to Ipoh was for the interim job, and that's a bit rushing up.
Thus, we have not much time to feel the environment and the enjoy the peaceful place.
This time, I did restored my memory, cleared and clean.
Now, its time to heartly feel everything here. 

Even though we didn't get things done smoothly, but at least we learnt from it.
Every morning, once I open my eyes, look through the windows.
I almost give a WOW! to the beautiful scene.
I never know 7am will still have this beautiful sunrise scene. 
Every morning will be blessing that I have this gorgeous morning making up my day.
And then, due to some miss-communications with the business processing accountant staff, we all were not willing to go back to their office. 
However, we did find a good place to work on. 
We did chosen to work in the estate which is the HQ.
It's located far from Ipoh town, it takes about 45 mins to reach.
I think, this would be the better way for us to work. 
At least, we wont have too pressure and screwed up by the staff's attitude.
Seriously, I really know what' causing that, we will take chance to learn.
But they straightforward to us, it is a bit hard to accept. 
Perhaps, we have to understand this is what we called life.
Anyway, still blessing that they challenge us, and let us have chance to experience to work in the estate's office for longer time.
At the same time, I seen what is worth to learnt. 

Everyday passed by the way to the estate, I seen a lot of "simple houses".
They are all looks like my granddy home in Setapak. 
But surrounded there are all palm trees and coconut trees. 
Nothing much...
Even they have some small stalls, and restaurants...
I still found difficulties in try to think to living in it. 
My mind was like, living in the small village that will never have demands, where can we find motivations to improve.
This is the 1st thing I thought of.
The 2nd thing is, whereby I need a long rest, but to living in a quiet place, it makes up loneliness for me.
Maybe Libraians are all kind of people that like to be in crowd and people.
So, I found 2 reasons for why I not gotta choose to live in this small town/village.
Indeed, I found 1 good point to convince me to stay here.
There're nice foods here.

Hahahaha!
Being a fat ass doesn't matter, but being a fat ass that didn't know what taste is really tasty, that's worst.
So I used to try out all the recommended foods here.
Especially the one that the senior manager brought me to. 
The very old coffee shop, which looks like not good hygiene.
But the food taste fantastically nice. 
Guess what, this is really nice even there're not highly demanding.
This is the best food I have tasted in... well, forget to say, its located in Tanjung Tualang.
A place which is nearby estates. 
Anyway, back to the point.
The senior manager highly recommended their "crunchy pork fries" on our last job trip. 
And this time we swear must have a chance to have it at least once. 
Hahaha, however, we went for 3rd times up to today. 
XD
Crazily falls on their Kopi and all kind of foods.
The way they cook the foods are a bit different, but of cause, I cannot prefessionally tells what's the different here.
Taste it if you want to know.
Oooopsss.. Too bad, that kopithiam name i forgotten. 
Will post up next time when I noticed that. 
I guess, we will go for another time soon yea. 

So hell yea, eyes getting smaller after telling this much stories in Ipoh.
Hope that I would have time to blog out more regarding to this trip within these few days.
Because, I know readers were all ready to know what's going on with us. 
Yay, happy sleeping Friday night. 
Goodnight dear all.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

New in Me

Here comes a brand new year...
Hereby ended the beautiful 2012...
For few weeks ago, I intended to write a blog for my achievement in the whole 2012, and the latest rule and mission for my brand new 2013. 
It really takes time to thought about it, and wrote it as a MUST.
Hence, I keep delaying the writing day, up to today.
Honestly, I being so lazy lately. 
Perhaps, having too hard pressure in my career or too much jobs to busy on. 
Like I were working on heavy construction work, bones getting tider and tider. Cracks sounds always. 

For my 2012, it is seriously a very meaningful year for me.
A lot of changes and chances given during the year. 
I knew what cause me so beautiful, I knew what cause me so darkness in some faces. 
I learnt a lot of things in 2012, instead of merely look at the clock, tik tok tik tok... counting on somebody appear to bring me out of my circle, I walked out from where I belongs to, head to another state that people used to be like. 
As my parents, I knew how much they love me, how much they did just to protect their lil princess, like me. 
This lil princess, was so intends to love them in a different way. 
She requested to walk out from the castle, learn to be tough be strong and being alone. 
Without the family's helping hands, she did her best to communicate with people that she don't used to talk to and like everyone who appreciates her, and love everyone who cherish her alot. 

Until the day, the lil princess met a group of friends that used to shares their experiences and stories with her. 
She found that she has made a right decision. 
She found something that she couldn't find in the castle with merely her family. 
These friends, are hers colleagues. 
A group of seniors that may always lend their helping hands, sharing some happy jokes. 
They are really so interesting. 
They make her life much more interesting. 
This is how she does starts to colouring her life. 

Once a while, she will get stuck, and got screwed up. 
Perhaps, in work, in communicating or in expressing.
But, she never give up. 
She always tell herself: 
"Good things will not always come to us, bad things comes is to show us how appreciable are the good things deserved" ;
"Our own happiness may not just come from ourselves. By sharing our heart to others, by helping up the others to have their happiness, that will then be our biggest happiness" ;
"Be patient always, good things will always left for the one that willing to wait" ;
"Life isn't a straight line, it is a beautiful curve that goes freely up and down, access to some pain, some cures, no one can ever state which way it should be. But, a beautiful life is how we paint our life" ;
"The best people in da world, will not be the best suitable to us; but the one that best suitable to us, will be the one makes us the best in da world" ;
"Mistakes, we need them to improve to grow up. Don't afraid of it, every mistake take a lesson" ;
There are still a lot more ideas scrolling in my mind. 
They just a bit messy whenever I wants to blog it out. 
But if have chance, I will share all of it in the social medias. 
I want to ensure that, everyone around me were all happily living their own life. 
No matter what, being optimistic is the key to be better. 
WE ALL DESERVE A BETTER US. 

Well, here comes what's my mission in 2013...
Hmmp... still, mind so messy (like my name) :x
"Just sustain my optimistic, help up more friends and families surrounded me, share them happiness, be with them whenever they need us" ;
"Colour up my life with more and more beautiful colours, love and sincerity".

To the one I love the most, hope you will happy with me always. 
No matter how far we are, we will always in one. 
Never give up each others. =)