Sunday, January 13, 2013

New in Me

Here comes a brand new year...
Hereby ended the beautiful 2012...
For few weeks ago, I intended to write a blog for my achievement in the whole 2012, and the latest rule and mission for my brand new 2013. 
It really takes time to thought about it, and wrote it as a MUST.
Hence, I keep delaying the writing day, up to today.
Honestly, I being so lazy lately. 
Perhaps, having too hard pressure in my career or too much jobs to busy on. 
Like I were working on heavy construction work, bones getting tider and tider. Cracks sounds always. 

For my 2012, it is seriously a very meaningful year for me.
A lot of changes and chances given during the year. 
I knew what cause me so beautiful, I knew what cause me so darkness in some faces. 
I learnt a lot of things in 2012, instead of merely look at the clock, tik tok tik tok... counting on somebody appear to bring me out of my circle, I walked out from where I belongs to, head to another state that people used to be like. 
As my parents, I knew how much they love me, how much they did just to protect their lil princess, like me. 
This lil princess, was so intends to love them in a different way. 
She requested to walk out from the castle, learn to be tough be strong and being alone. 
Without the family's helping hands, she did her best to communicate with people that she don't used to talk to and like everyone who appreciates her, and love everyone who cherish her alot. 

Until the day, the lil princess met a group of friends that used to shares their experiences and stories with her. 
She found that she has made a right decision. 
She found something that she couldn't find in the castle with merely her family. 
These friends, are hers colleagues. 
A group of seniors that may always lend their helping hands, sharing some happy jokes. 
They are really so interesting. 
They make her life much more interesting. 
This is how she does starts to colouring her life. 

Once a while, she will get stuck, and got screwed up. 
Perhaps, in work, in communicating or in expressing.
But, she never give up. 
She always tell herself: 
"Good things will not always come to us, bad things comes is to show us how appreciable are the good things deserved" ;
"Our own happiness may not just come from ourselves. By sharing our heart to others, by helping up the others to have their happiness, that will then be our biggest happiness" ;
"Be patient always, good things will always left for the one that willing to wait" ;
"Life isn't a straight line, it is a beautiful curve that goes freely up and down, access to some pain, some cures, no one can ever state which way it should be. But, a beautiful life is how we paint our life" ;
"The best people in da world, will not be the best suitable to us; but the one that best suitable to us, will be the one makes us the best in da world" ;
"Mistakes, we need them to improve to grow up. Don't afraid of it, every mistake take a lesson" ;
There are still a lot more ideas scrolling in my mind. 
They just a bit messy whenever I wants to blog it out. 
But if have chance, I will share all of it in the social medias. 
I want to ensure that, everyone around me were all happily living their own life. 
No matter what, being optimistic is the key to be better. 
WE ALL DESERVE A BETTER US. 

Well, here comes what's my mission in 2013...
Hmmp... still, mind so messy (like my name) :x
"Just sustain my optimistic, help up more friends and families surrounded me, share them happiness, be with them whenever they need us" ;
"Colour up my life with more and more beautiful colours, love and sincerity".

To the one I love the most, hope you will happy with me always. 
No matter how far we are, we will always in one. 
Never give up each others. =)

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