Spinner Stops

I always mentioned about dream.
The fortunes that we only able to touch whenever we close our eyes.
Every time, when sadness hit my mind, the first thought come to me, will always be the way that I doesn't like to, think about.
If everyone have watched a movie called "Inception", have you felt the same as them?
I did.
Whenever you want your all day dreams to be true, you will try to put on inception, and you may go on your life in the dream world.
What if, you been in the dream world, you spin the spinner, and it doesn't stop.
I definitely afraid of spinning that.
Because I'm not like the movie's story, I may need to awake from my dream.
The spinner, no matter how hard I tried, it may still stop spinning.

Yea, world is just so true like this.
When you want something badly, you won't get them.
When you find yourself not expecting anything else, there must have some surprise in spite of all things/problems.
I took too long refuse to awake.
And now the spinner stops.
I look at you, you look at me.
We couldn't say a word about us.
What we left, is just a dream live deep inside our head our heart.
Although I just want you to be true...

＜忙碌＞

时间，匆匆地过去...
岁月，渐渐地流逝...
没说错，我是指，时间匆匆地过，岁月也跟随后头，没有任何讯息地溜走。
人生不过短短几十年，一溜，一眨眼，再回神，我们失去的不只是青春，我们也都失去了做人的基本原则。
总常听见老人家哀叹着年轻人们的恶劣态度，然而把这归究于现代社会教育的问题。
说实在的，大家也都从成长中走过来。
一路走来的感受，想法，统统都可以不问而知。
那就该说这非全然教育问题；百分九的都是因为个体的思考方式。

自工作以来，从来没好好叹口气的日子，让人热衷于追逐梦想，而忘掉很多为人处事的基本原则。
尊重，乐观，知足，快乐，在无形中渐渐消失了。
你说，他们脑袋瓜里装的不过就是一堆堆所谓的＂知识＂，除了善用于工作，那一切都与生活毫无联系。
而生活，也就变成了追逐梦想的辅助品。
所以，忙碌的大家也都筑起了高高的围墙。
别人没办法进来，自己也没办法放开。

这，当然不健康的说。
当人没了灵魂，剩下的也就不过是个不值一提的躯壳。
除了被＂热卖＂，＂利用＂，＂推挤＂，它的专属地段，依旧不过是过眼云烟。
对我而言，忙碌，就像是一种腐蚀力很强的毒药。
人一旦碰上了，他将腐蚀你的灵魂，让你忘了自由，忘了传统，也忘了自己。
在这短短人生中，能寻找到属于自己该有的忙碌，那才是通往成功的高速公路。
我，在遗失自己的时候，发现了＜忙碌＞表面给的谎言，我感激不尽。
将用尽全力，学会好好地忙碌，而不是盲目的忙碌。 ：）加油大家！

Breakthrough

Its been long long long ago~

Where am I?

I were lost... 

Should I say, again? 

Yea, of cause. 

That's been too much coming to my head until I couldn't breath, I couldn't move freely, I couldn't even smile happily. 

That's too heavy for me.

At least, now, I'm not ready yet for the future that people are looking forward. 

Seriously, I like to be alone. 

Doing things alone, drinking a cup of coffee alone, sitting infront of my lappie alone. 

After a long long busy days, I did really realise that I need my own space the most. 

I can give up everything for everyone that I really thought that it should be my everything. 

But, I guess I am wrong. 

It was so so wrong. 

That makes me even pressure than the other day, when I was just a kid to handle an adult's matter.

In conclusion, I'm so lost afterall. 

Really don't know who to talk to. 

The one nearest to me, may never lend me a hand when I really fell down. 

Everything just goes so bad, and worst. 

What to do? 

That's what we called life. 

In anyway, I'm just trying to.... take a break. 

I need my own fresh air. 

I need a pair of clear ears, to listen to the melodies and musics that I was passionate in depth. 

I need a pair of optimistic eyes, to be my best lens best camera, captured down all the beautiful moment.

I need my optimistic mind to give out a right signals to my body to actually stay healthy. 

I really know...

What I lose today, I may never get back in future. 

Unfortunately, I'm not a genius like you, you, you, and you.... 

I need spaces to breath.

I need my own spaces to dance.

I need my own spaces to raise my voice and sing. 

I did too much because of you.

I did too much just to makes people happy.

In the end, what am I, I never know. 

Negativity, is a fatal chronic disease. Once you infected a little of it, you will be losing your whole happy life.  

I forget the basic role I have in my mind, in my soul. 

What I left now, is an empty heart, blind eyes, cracked ears and a destroyed body. 

I really need my own space. 

I need freedom. 

I need more.

Somemore.