Life Changing - New Stage

Life changing in different stages. 

Every stages we walked pass, every milestone we achieved, something that are remarkable in life. 

Left my comfort zone, which is working as an auditor.

Get into a very different field of job.

 First of all, I gotta give myself a round applause, to acknowledge my courageous to taking such a big step further. 

For people who have staying in their comfort zone for years, this is a very difficult decision for them. 

Indeed, me too. 

Unfortunately, I only get to know about the comfort zone after I have been working in the new place for like few weeks. 

In life, there are some places give us opportunities to learn, to grow and to contribute. 

There are also some places give us a stage to perform our show. 

Of cause, there are also places that WANT us to contribute and show ourselves. 

From an auditor to an account administrator, it is very difficult to positioned ourselves. 

At this point of time, I don't see value in myself to this job yet.

In order to do something that you love, you will definitely being motivated. 

Like my old time with audit work. 

But Now, everyday I woke up with a pair heavy eyelids, one piece of heavy body, with no motivation. 

  Whole day long, I worked for more than 9 hours, with nobody see it, no appreciation. 

Whole day long, learning simple things to manage and arrange, and sometimes being scold because of my slow working pace. 

How can people work with motivation with such kind of environment?

When the time I knew the Company is a "youth" style company, I know that there must be very different from my previous firm. 

Because previously we have to be disciplined, and every single step that we took will be taken into account to determine your performance.

Now things changed to be only one word: RESULTS.

Results Results and Results. 

They are talking aboue KPI.

They are talking about being pushy.

They are also talking about fast.

etc.

 

Human being, always get lost when we are in danger. 

CAUTIOUS!

We must know that whats happening is what we created. 

This is the next level of challenges that I am taking. 

I have to learn how to deal with the negativity, the different kind of people and the different way of completing jobs. 

 

 

So, GET UP! and KEEP IT UP!

Everytime when we fell down, we learn different way to stand up, and choose the best to move on.