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there was something happened to my mind..

recently, i get a serious disease..

hard to found the causes, hard to recover...

no matter how i do... my mind still the same..

i stay closely with an evil rather than an angel..

did u know why? i also don't know...

how can a human really hate another human at the moment that they are friends?

they are no ways to recover those seriously disease..

indeed, there is an evil in the human being..

well...

look up to the parents...

who else won't love their parents instead that friends?

yeah, i am...

recently, i became more selfish... more hate the world...

am i return become childish once more?

really hard to explain with my own words..

evil mind told me...

friends can me closer but soemtimes not...

family have to be closed, but actually not...

I am closed to be myself... but.... no but...

ya... that is the real sentence which can reflect from our life..

everyone can even live without family, friends and lovers but not themselves...

so... how well that we could be with our own abilities?

don't know..

in this moment, my mind, my brain and my heart keep on hurting by the evil...

the evil did not do anythings, but... there is a miracle ability from evil...

they makes everyone have even ONE second of bad mind...

that is enoguh for every human in a whole life..

sigh...

really painful with the evil mind..

gonna run out from that...

please... leave me alone, evil..

i need my families, my friends , my loves and myself...

i really DON'T NEED a mind like this!

damn it...

p/s: at this moment, i still can't put it down.. indeed the pig face she had... im damn hate...

why could a person had the confidence with that pig face? useless me? fuxx off...