► F R E S H ◄

its time to came back to my real life...

well..

yesterday night... he had told me bout what the memory he had..

a very very nice memory since he born to this world..

everyday i look at him..

i wondering... why did everyone will just tried to gave him support but not to hurt him...

yeah, he look fatty, chubby and a little bit handsome..

since im fatty, chubby before... i know that fatty might not really accepted by everyone...

but he did it...

that is something like mission impossible... hahaha... (it's really impossible for some fatties)

erm...

he tried to bring me off with the sucks piggy girl problem..

actually... he know what i'm thinking fully..

and he was trying to explained...

all was gone back to their first meet that i haven't appear in his life...

sigh....

there is a kind of jealous..

huh... i should asked myself...

did i still continued this sucks thought to the girl? childish! really childish...

wtf i'm doing with this damn childish thought!!!!!!

really really really felt like suiciding...

fuck off...

ok... im felt good now... should say sorry to the girl...

and my mind, my brain and my thought are dead in this moment...

i had my new life after this...

i will start up with my fresh mind, soft brain and rasional thought!

i love myself so much!

indeed, i love u so much too my dear...