m o o d y . . .

This few days, i'm kept thinking about my future...

Since i'm late to touch on the reality society...

Now oni i knew that, there are something that i couldn't predict in all kinds of matter...

Look at the simple one, about family...

what did i done for my family now?

yea, i do nothing as well..

Look into Works...

Did i able to handle either company works?

i couln't...

Look into Love...

Did he really treat me good as he can?

i don't think so...

How about myself?

i'm just kept playing recently..

by doing nothing...

Moody...

NORMALLY, i should be a very friendly and kind people...

BUT now i'm not... perhaps only infront of "most" peoples...

NORMALLY, i should concentrate on the work i need to do such as dad company's accounting..

BUT i got doing nothing again!

What the hell i'm doing NOW?!

Is it influence by the nearest person?

Or every individual might have their changes aroudn this age?

sigh...

There is a word: "TIRED" appear in my mind at this moment...

i can't able to do anything with fighting my future targets, my dreams...

I'm keep changing, i know...

I need to changed, i know...

I would like to changed, i think...

Wish so much that he will getting MATURE by this job...

But not alwiz kept a heart of playfull...

sigh...