p r o b l e m s

Today... Early morning go for class den back at the noon 12pm...

indeed, today's mood might stil the same...

same pressure i had... same thought i have..

Yesterday night i felt i done a right action..

i sms to my mum to apologize to her...

i told her tat:

"i will be protect myself, dun utoo worry bout tat.. where i wanna go, i oredy have my mind to go for it... no fault will be makes u to be responsible.. ...... "

Last sentence in this msg, i said tat, i'm sorry, mum, i love u..

Well, those words is which i cant even open my mouth and told her...

i need some freedom besides from peromission..

i need her words to be respective to him... however, he still his mum son...

Actually, i knew that very clear, HE IS NOT A BAD GUY...

as i noe since i finsihed study, i considered no smokes, no drunk and no notorious gang as a good guy...

Definitely, he no smokes, no drunk much, no gang with the notorious one...

he is a good guy..

the only problem which is available is...... his thought...

he have a very obstinate mind... he think what he thought is RIGHT...

he think what he done is RIGHT...

he think TRADISIONALLY MIND is a FAULT which need to be changed immediately...

yea, he got his persuasion which can influence people successfully...

To this date, the problem had not been solved yet...

it's still in a terrible forms...

i'm not trying to changed what did they think, what did they do....

i'm just try my best to makes them understanding each other and think tolerance between them..

Wish me ALL THE BEST!!!